So I'm not gonna lie, this feels a little bootleg to me, starting this blog before graduation. Frankly, though, I'm doing it because I'm avoiding work that I clearly should be doing, and I'm terrified to think that college will be over soon and I have no job prospects (not yet, at least) and no fucking clue what I'll be doing come August.
This week has been hell in the sense that I've made it hell for myself. I have a paper due Thursday in a class that I am no longer doing spectacularly in. I have an audioblog, a paper and blog commentary to take care of for a Spanish class in which my grade seems to be sliding downward before my very eyes. My other Spanish class, however, seems to be going rather well, in comparison.
Frisbee, as always, is busy. I enjoy every moment, but my god. I seem to find myself with frisbee people nearly every moment of my waking life, and although I love them all, it is not particularly conducive to getting work done. Take last night for example. I worked (read: played volleyball at UVS for 2 hours) and then played double disc with Carlo, Darin, Greg, Dan Reed, RSS and Glenn until we got rained out. At this point I was planning to go home to work on that paper due Thursday. However, I instead chose to go to Ale House for food with the guys and then we went to Darin's house for some Nintendo64, basketball and crossword puzzling. Ridiculous, but fun.
I can't even fathom my life without FUEL in it. This weekend, I actually cried at the prospect of not having FUEL girls with me in Korea or wherever the hell I end up. I am terrified at the possibility of never finding a set of people I get along with so well and loving as much as I love some of the girls on FUEL right now. Stacy, Alisha, BoBo, all of them are so real for me, and I am literally anxiety ridden about not having FUEL to occupy such a large part of my life.
Lame, right?
That's all for now.
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